Chapter 32

"Zong Zi Xiao ... you ... you beast ... let go of me!"

Beside the ear is a panting curse, filled with humiliation. The breath contains a sweet-smelling orchid fragrance. The body is a constant source of stimulation. Right before the eyes are messy bedding and thick and long black hair, like splashed ink painting a whole picture scroll. That porcelain white face, scarlet lips, and two moist and watery eyes; it was unclear which was added as the finishing touch. This artwork cannot be even more fresh and lively.

The person under the body is his beloved.*

"Big brother ..." he heard his own voice. Trembling, repressed, manic and greedy.

"You don't deserve to call me big brother!"

"And you don't deserve to be a big brother either." He slammed hard, looking at the man's twisted face with supreme satisfaction in both mind and body.

"Beast ... bastard ..." The man was powerless to resist, and in this situation, instead of being hostile, the painful rebuke showed a bit of anger, which is only more inviting.

He clutched that narrow jaw: "Why have you lost weight. Is it that you are not eating properly again? Do you want me to feed you myself?"

"F*** off!"

He leaned down, licked and kissed the already red and swollen lips. His compelling voice mixed with a flirtatious laugh: "Can't stand it anymore? Want me to leave you alone?"

"..."

"Call me Xiao Jiu."

"Bastard, you are not Xiao Jiu!"

"You're not the big brother I had in mind either, but who told you to still wear this skin that can seduce me." He pressed against that translucent red ear and threatened, "Scream. If not, for this whole night, don’t you think I will let you go.”

The man bit his lip, as if no matter what, he is not willing to let this man, who tortured and humiliated him, and that name be linked together.

"Scream, scream ah!"

The stoic silence was only rewarded with more frantic invasion and plunder.

The sea of suffering is endless, you and I sink together.

---

As he slept, Xie Bi An suddenly felt a growing stifling heat, as if he was pressed against something hot and constantly emitting heat, making his whole body hot. He opened his eyes with a grimace.

There was something heavy and suffocating on his chest and he stretched his neck to find an arm across his chest and a black head resting on his shoulder socket. Half of his arm was numb and he was having some trouble breathing. That wasn't the worst of it, as he came to his senses, he became aware of something hard that had been rubbing against his leg.

With sleepy eyes open, Xie Bi An stared at the head in confusion, and when he finally realized what exactly was pushing against him, all the heat instantly rushed to his brain. At that moment it was as if he was being cooked. He sprang up violently, trying to push Fan Wu She away.

When he moved, Fan Wu She reacted even more, unconsciously tightening his waist and wrapping his arms and legs around his torso like a snake, muttering something under his breath that seemed to be a rebuke, but was slurred.

Xie Bi An's scalp tingled and his ears turned red with anxiety, wanting to throw Fan Wu She off but was concerned about his shoulder injury.

As he hesitated, Fan Wu She's breath hit his neck, like a gentle brush of feathers or a frivolous caress of fingertips, hot, itchy and dry. Never had he been so embarrassed and flustered before that Xie Bi An couldn’t bear it anymore and pushed Fan Wu She away.

This burst of pain yanked Fan Wu She’s sanity back to the present moment. He opened his eyes in a daze, as if wiping away the morning mist from a bronze mirror, and the image before his eyes became clear. Xie Bi An's ripe, red, humiliated face was reflected in his pupils. Dreams and reality were intertwined and disordered. The walls that had been built over a hundred years collapsed at this moment, crumbling to pieces, and flying into dust. Some voice whispered in his ears, enticing him to unleash the beast within the gates, leaving all scruples behind and to feed on with fury.

Eat him, do what you have always wanted to do. He is yours, you can do anything to him.

Xie Bi An was startled by Fan Wu She's scarlet eyes. He snapped back to life and said angrily, "Fan Wu She, are you dazed from sleeping?!”

This roar shook Fan Wu She's disorganized soul back into place. He looked down to see his own part sticking up and was momentarily stunned.

Xie Bi An was so embarrassed that he wanted to bury his head under the bed. He gathered up his undergarments and stood up and thought calmly: This is the period when Fan Wu She is having puberty, and it is inevitably uncontrollable in his sleep. Was he too fierce to him?

Fan Wu She swallowed, but his throat was dry and about to burn. He calmly asked, "Senior brother, what did I do to you?"

Xie Bi An simply wanted to explode, couldn't this boy give each other a way out of an embarrassing situation. Did he have to be so blunt!?

"Senior brother." Fan Wu She looked up at Xie Bi An, "What did I do and what did I say?" He didn't know if he had said anything he shouldn't have said after having that kind of dream.

Xie Bi An clenched his fist and began to find his way out of an embarrassing situation: "No, it's nothing, you ... said something in your dream and I didn't hear it. At your age, like this, it’s, it's normal."

The way Xie Bi An was so ashamed and yet so calm, one could never get tired of looking at him. Fan Wu She licked his lips lightly and had the idea to tease, asking in pretend ignorance, "Is it normal for me to be like this ...? Sometimes I get up in the morning like this, senior brother, are you like this too?"

Xie Bi An just felt smoke coming out of his head as he stammered, "Maybe, everyone, all, all the same."

"So, do you have dreams like that, too?"

"..." It was better not to mention the dream, but when he did, Xie Bi An instantly remembered the dream he had in Yunding, which he had desperately tried to forget, but now that he was forced to remember it. He was simply embarrassed to the extreme.

"Senior brother." Fan Wu She came to the edge of the bed, his glittering eyes blinking at Xie Bi An, "I dreamt that I was naked, with a ..."

Xie Bi An covered Fan Wu She's mouth: "Don't say anything improper."

Fan Wu She's eyes fluttered for a moment as he yanked the hand off, "I just want to talk to someone. I don't even know who to talk to."

"I ..." Looking at this Fan Wu She, who was bewildered even by the strands of his hair, Xie Bi An began to blame himself again. Fan Wu She had no father or brother, and as a senior brother, it was his duty to give him the right guidance. "I can't say it clearly. I'll bring you something tomorrow. You'll understand when you read it."

"What is it?"

Xie Bi An lowered his voice and said, "Some picture books, don't tell master."

A hint of cunning flashed in Fan Wu She's eyes, "Okay."

"How's your shoulder?" Xie Bi An suddenly remembered the purpose of his stay here for the night.

"Well, it hurts a little." Fan Wu She covered his shoulder.

Xie Bi An lifted his shirt and looked at it, "Luckily, the wound did not open. You should rest early and never scratch it."

"Aren't you going to sleep with me?"

"Your room is too hot." Xie Bi An quickly said, "I'm going back."

The corners of his lips lifted into a smile as Fan Wu She watched Xie Bi An grab the door and leave. He lay back down on the bed, and as soon as he closed his eyes, all he could see before him was the exquisite colors of his dream. The man's flushed face, his suppressed voice, his highly heated body, all of it. All of it, driving him crazy.

He would get back everything that had belonged to him in his previous life, including that person.

---

The next day, there was no more medicinal food on the table.

Zhong Kui was overjoyed: "It's a good thing we don't make those weird and unusual things anymore, I'm already craving for vegetarian food."

Bo Zhu also looked like he was about to cry with joy: "The food is still as good as it was before, I missed it so much I could die. No wait, I am already dead ..."

Xie Bi An coughed lightly, "Wu She's injury is almost healed, so there is no need to supplement anymore."

Fan Wu She nodded: "Well, too much qi and blood is not a good thing. Anything that goes too far is just as bad as not going far enough."

Xie Bi An gave Fan Wu She a sidelong glance, wondering if this was a statement made with intent. After he went back last night, he couldn't sleep at all, and after he enlightened himself for half a day, he felt that he had made a big deal out of it. When a man is in his young-and-strong period, accidents like this happen from time to time. Fan Wu She did not do it on purpose when he fell asleep and dreamed, so if he takes it to heart too much, he will appear to be narrow-minded, then he will not have the demeanor of an adult and elder brother.

So in the afternoon, after practicing with his sword, Xie Bi An took his treasured beautiful book and pornographic picture book. He quietly and gently gave them to Fan Wu She. When he was travelling in the human realm, he was curious about all sorts of things and loved to buy them. He bought everything else in a generous manner, except for these books, which he hid, fearing that Bo Zhu would find them when spring cleaning.

Fan Wu She flipped through the covers and pulled out one of the books, deliberately pretending to be naive: "Senior brother, this book, 'The Treasure of Flower Tasting', is it about how to enjoy flowers?"

Xie Bi An was shocked and snatched it away, "You can't read this one."

"Why?"

Xie Bi An was so annoyed that he wanted to bash himself. It was the fault of the bookstall owner, who said it was cheaper to buy all five books together and highly recommended this one, saying how good it was. He also wants to save his own face, so he dared not open it to see whether it was really "good" or not, so he bought it together. It was only when he got home and looked at it that he realized it was written about gays, so he sealed it off. Not realizing that he hadn't noticed it today and took it with him.

He asked, "Why can't I read it? Senior brother, I want to read it." He was about to get it while saying.

Xie Bi An hid the book behind his back, "This one is not good, I didn't read it either, just, just flipped through it a bit, it's very bad, you can't read it, just read the other ones."

"I think the title of that book is very elegant, it must be a good book, I want to ..."

"You don't want to." Xie Bi An tucked that 'The Treasure of Flower Tasting' into his inner lapel, looked around like a thief, and whispered, "Remember, you can't let Master know, and you can't let Bo Zhu know."

"Okay." Fan Wu She nodded, "If there is something I don't understand, can I ask for advice from senior brother?"

"You will naturally understand when you read it!" Xie Bi An walked away in a huff.

Fan Wu She laughed non-stop. It turned out that this man had so many interesting expressions that he had never seen before. He had missed so much in his previous life, and in this lifetime he would have to make up for it.

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The person under the body is his beloved.* [身下人，是心上人]----the translation kind of destroyed the romantic feel xD If I were to translate in a crude way, it's "Body below person, is heart above person" xD

 

Edited on 21 Mar. 21 (Emzie)

 

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