Contains mild explicit content.
Wuya kept running tirelessly through layers of wind and snow, from darkness to daylight. If it hadn't been for the recurrence of Fan Wu She's wound, they might have been able to keep running like this.
They found a cave where they could hide from the wind and snow, and used withered branches to slightly shield themselves from the cold wind and built a fire. Their nearly frozen bodies were recovering from layers of pins and needles.
Using the light from the fire, Xie Bi An treated Fan Wu She's
wounds. His wound was definitely seeping blood again, but it wasn't that bad. His
ability to recover was truly amazing.
"We can’t run so fast again." Xie Bi An admonished,
"I want to get to Mount Tai as soon as possible too, but your injuries are
also important."
Fan Wu She smiled, "Got it."
Xie Bi An glanced at Wuya, which stood motionless outside the cave. It was like a bit of thick black ink in the white sky. He frowned and said, "I have Wuqiongbi, and Wuya still doesn't obey me, so why does it listen to you?"
Fan Wu She yawned, "Maybe it's a matter of first come, first
served? I don't know. As long as it can send us to Mount Tai, why do you care
so much?"
Xie Bi An was still muttering in his heart, but he couldn't figure it out, and he lamented, "I really didn't think that one day I would be able to ride the mount of the Supreme Demon. That is Wuya ah." It was incredibly mysterious that Wuya, which existed in legends and history books, was now being ridden by them.
Fan Wu She also looked at Wuya: "It starved to death for its master and has been accompanying the King at Wujiang. It is a brave horse."
"But Zong Zi Xiao summoned it out to do evil." Xie Bi An said disdainfully, "For his own selfish reasons, he let the living and the dead not have peace."
Fan Wu She narrowed his eyes slightly and his voice became hoarse,
"You are right. It's just that Zong Zi Xiao was once the royal son of the
Zong Clan who lived in luxury. He had a straightforward path to immortality, and
who drove him to become evil?"
Xie Bi An was silent for a moment: "It is true that he cannot
be blamed for his father's grudge, but he also failed to stick to his true
heart."
"True heart, what is true heart?" The volume of Fan Wu
She's voice unconsciously rose.
Xie Bi An stared straight into Fan Wu She's eyes and said with
certainty, "A heart to do good."
"A heart to do good?" Looking at this face and saying
"good" to him, Fan Wu She almost laughed out loud, but he held it
back. He convinced himself that as long as he did not experience Zong Zi Heng's
fate, this man's goodness could be maintained, even if it was hypocritical.
"What, are you even questioning about goodness?" Xie Bi An's eyebrows knitted lightly, "Wu She, sometimes I really can't understand you." Despite Fan Wu She's explanation, he still had a vague feeling of suspicion that Fan Wu She was worshipping and defending Zong Zi Xiao again.
Fan Wu She muttered for a moment, "I'm not questioning it. I'm
just curious."
"We’ve had a long day, let’s sleep." Xie Bi An lay down
with his back to him, wrapping the blanket tightly around him and not speaking
again.
"Is senior brother angry with me again?" Fan Wu She said
quietly.
"... go to sleep."
Fan Wu She slowly laid down next to Xie Bi An, his shoulder against his back.
As Xie Bi An watched the firelight dance, and listened to the sound of the fire in the silence of the night, he knew it was time to settle down and go to sleep, but his mind was in turmoil. His mind was in a mess, as if he was thinking about everything, but also as if he was thinking about nothing at all.
Maybe his body has relaxed. He gradually realizes that there’s a fire in front of him and a heater behind him. There is unbearable heat.
Xie Bi An took a deep breath, closed his eyes and forced himself to
sleep.
"Senior brother can’t fall asleep?" Fan Wu She asked
softly.
Xie Bi An ignored him.
Fan Wu She smiled mischievously, "Is it because you are
thinking of me?"
"Shut up and go to sleep."
There was no movement behind him.
Xie Bi An had just relaxed when Fan Wu She suddenly embraced him
from behind.
Xie Bi An was caught off guard and was startled: "What are you
doing?"
Fan Wu She lightly laughed beside his ear, "I want to make
senior brother think of me and dream of me."
"You are presumptuous." Xie Bi An struggled to push him
away, but he felt a hand lift his blanket and then grabbed his vital point
without hesitation.
Xie Bi An's eyes widened and he instantly dared not move his body.
Fan Wu She skillfully got it up. Even through the layer of winter
clothes, Xie Bi An still couldn't bear such stimulation, and his body burned
red all over.
"You, let go of me." Xie Bi An struggled weakly. With a man's vitality in someone else's hands, it was basically the same as giving up his arms and surrendering.
"Feel good?" Fan Wu She sucked on Xie Bi An's small, fleshy earlobe, "Senior Brother is enjoying it, right?"
"No, I... let go of me." Xie Bi An was ashamed and
anxious, but he didn't dare to resist hard.
"You like it." Fan Wu She bit his earlobe and said with a chuckle, "You just love to be reluctant and put on an act."
"You bastard ... Mm!"
The hand actually went into the clothes and directly held...
Xie Bi An frantically curled up his body, yet couldn't dodge Fan Wu
She's hand. He had never tried such excitement before, and was soon in full
control of Fan Wu She.
Fan Wu She turned his face over, lightly kissed and bit his lips. His agile tongue intruded into the mouth again and ran amok, teasing as much as it could.
In their previous life, he had wanted this man so much that in those years he had done it in every position, every place and every dirty and shameless thing he could think of. His hatred was as fierce as his desire. He knew this body even better than he knew his own, so he focused on teasing the most sensitive points, and naturally, he was able to do so with ease.
Xie Bi An went weak and became a puddle of mud in Fan Wu She's arms, but he was still struggling helplessly. His disheveled hair, his flushed face, his dense eyes, and his lips which were swollen and slightly opened by the kiss, was like an innocent deer in a beast's den. The more he cowered and pushed back, the more he made the person want to tear him apart.
Fan Wu She was so aroused that his two eyes became red. It took all
his willpower to restrain the wild thoughts that were rising up in him. He had
to tighten the noose in order to restrain the beast inside him. All he could do
was kiss Xie Bi An until he could barely breathe.
Xie Bi An was out of his wits and let him do whatever he wanted. The
self-control he had built up over the past twenty years fell to the ground.
Just when he thought Fan Wu She could not go any further, something hard came
up against his back, and through his clothes, Fan Wu She bumped him with dull
thuds.
All Xie Bi An could feel was that his body was so hot that it seemed
to be on fire, burning him to delirium.
In this extreme confusion and madness, Xie Bi An released the most
embarrassing side of himself for the first time in front of his junior brother.
But that was far from the end of it; the powerful bumping behind him made him
so ashamed that he was itching to disappear.
Fan Wu She dissolved his urge, in order to control his emotions. He
turned Xie Bi An over, facing himself, and gently stroked his face, soothing
his jittery, which was totally different from the previous powerful and greedy
manner.
Xie Bi An's eyes were red with shame and anger, yet he was
instinctively afraid of Fan Wu She. At this very moment, he really couldn't put
on the airs of a senior brother.
Fan Wu She said softly, "Do you like it, senior brother?"
Xie Bi An gritted his teeth and said, "Who taught you all this? Teaching you these dirty tactics."
"I just can't restrain myself." Fan Wu She gave him a light kiss and deliberately rubbed his wet, sticky palm against the blanket, "Look, you like it, don't you?"
Xie Bi An's face burst into redness.
"To be my cultivation partner, this is far from enough."
Fan Wu She kissed the tip of his nose again, "I don't just want to kiss
you, I don't just want to touch you, I also want to do more 'dirty' things to
you."
Xie Bi An pursed his lips. Facing Fan Wu She's sharp and blunt gaze,
his eyes kept dodging non-stop.
"Senior brother is not willing to, right? I like senior brother, so I want to do intimate things with you. If senior brother likes me like that, you will understand. Unfortunately, you don't like me." After Fan Wu She finished speaking, there was a bit of desolation and grievance in between his brows, as if he had not done all those outlandish things just now, and was just a teenager who was bothered by the love he wanted to get but couldn't.
The Adam's apple in Xie Bi An's throat rolled up and down, and he
hesitated for a while before saying, "I don't ... dislike you."
Fan Wu She's eyes brightened up.
Xie Bi An held back for a while before saying, "... I don't know what to do either." He didn't know what was considered 'like', nor did he know how to be a cultivation partner with a man, nor did he know how to handle their identities as senior and junior brothers.
"Why think so much about it? Just follow your instincts." Fan Wu She pressed against the tip of Xie Bi An's nose, his voice full of bewitching, "I like senior brother, and senior brother also likes me. We have to be together all the time, and also do intimate things and comfortable things, right?"
"..."
"There are even more comfortable things that I want to do with
senior brother."
Xie Bi An whispered, "But you're being too presumptuous."
"And what's wrong with that?"
"I can't talk you out of it. You always have a bunch of
fallacious reasons."
Fan Wu She smiled and tried to squeeze into Xie Bi An's arms,
"Senior brother, can you hug me?"
Xie Bi An did not move, so Fan Wu She took his hand and put it
around his back.
Xie Bi An let out a helpless sigh and embraced him.
That domineering and unbridled junior brother made him resist, but
this junior brother who begged him for a hug made him feel lovable. Which one
was Fan Wu She? Why could there be several different sides of a person?
Surrounded by the warm and elegant scent of orchids, Fan Wu She felt every pore of his body stretch out. When he was young, he always loved to burrow into his big brother's arms. As long as big brother was around, he could sleep soundly and sweetly. This embrace was the most solid fortress and the most powerful boundary in the world, allowing him to put down all his defenses and sink into it without fear.
Fan Wu She let out a contented sigh and snuggled himself tightly
into this embrace.
So fragrant, so warm, as if all the ugliness and coldness in his
life had never come. He wished that time would stop right now. He wished to be
trapped in his dream and never wake up forever.
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PS: wasn't expecting a 'car' in this chapter lol
Edited on 16 Apr. 21 (Emzie)
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I never knew riding a "car" was this fun 🧐
ReplyDeleteit's so weird because neither has he repented nor does he seem to regret doing those things to our mc. Saying that he liked doing this things with him but was just acting being disgusted is major red flag
ReplyDeleteseriously again. he doesn't know the truth yet . stop whining
Deletenot sure why him not knowing the truth justifies rape
DeleteIt doesn’t. But then again in his mind, his brother coveted power, betrayed him and was the reason his mother was killed, killed his own family, and stabbed him all when he was just 14 years old. It’s a fucked up situation and he’s obviously not written to be a saint to appease vanilla readers.
DeleteDo you really think it makes sense for someone to hate their brother so much to r*pe them, only think about them while they get tortured in hell for 100 years only to spend time with his reincarnation for less than a year and think hey, my brother in this life is a good person, maybe he was also a good person in the past?? He treats XBA gentler in the present because in his mind, he had not yet turned ‘evil who’s willing to kill and manipulate even his own family for power’