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April 06, 2021

Chapter 89

Explicit chapter. Contains R18 scenes.

Everything in front of him told Xie Bi An that he was in a completely unfamiliar place. This was a completely strange experience. But without experiencing the sense of displacement that he should, he could not think of where he should be if he was not here, or what he should be experiencing if he was not experiencing this. He was just at a loss. He seems to know who he was, and he didn’t seem to know.

The only thing about this place that felt familiar to him was the elegant orchid fragrance in the incense, which smelled exactly the same as the incense he had made for himself.

"What are you thinking about?"

The voice from behind him made Xie Bi An's hair stand upright.

When was there a man behind him? No, this man seemed to be here in the first place.

The next thing he knew, he was being dragged into two strong arms. His back was against a hot, broad chest, and the man's breath gushed down the back of his neck like a hot wind. He turned his head back in surprise. A face was right in front of him, but he couldn't make it out clearly.

"Hmm? What are you thinking? Thinking of me?" The man's voice was lazy and slightly hoarse. His tone was like teasing a pet, treating him without proper respect.

Although Xie Bi An was still muddled, he instinctively wanted to stay away from this person, but after struggling twice, he was bound tighter.

"What can you do if you don't speak?" A mocking chuckle came into his ears, "You're not mute. Didn’t you call out very pleasantly just now?”

Who was this man and what was he talking about?

"When I was young, whenever I got angry, no matter how much you teased me, I would always get peeved and not speak, and you would call me childish." The man gently sucked Xie Bi An's earlobe, biting it with his teeth before pulling it gently, "Why did you become childish too, big brother?"

This word "big brother" struck Xie Bi An like a thunderbolt.

The man’s big hand suddenly explored downwards, got into the quilt and grasped Xie Bi An’s manhood.

Xie Bi An was so frightened that he was shaking, trying to resist but unable to exert any energy. No one has ever touched this place before. What is this person trying to do?

“Can you still harden? It should be possible.” The man was stroking that manhood while laughing mockingly, “Usually you have a serious look, now you can shoot when I casually penetrate you twice. How lewd. You always think one way and behave in another.”

These words made Xie Bi An so ashamed that he wanted to disappear immediately. What’s more frightening is that his body actually reacted. Where the hell is he, what the hell is he experiencing, and why is this person treating him like this?

The man held Xie Bi An’s chin and sucked on his lips. This is a kiss with absolutely no warmth and filled with predatory flavor. The kiss was rough and bossy, as if the person was not only eating his mouth, but even trying to eat him as a whole. But this kiss is so deep and long. What has been poured into, what has been demanded, what has been exchanged, all the perceptions are clear. Entangling and loathing to part in this way let them have an illusion that they are the closest people in the world.

Xie Bi An couldn’t believe that he was kissing a man, and the taste of this kiss was not unfamiliar.

Then, he was pressed face down on the bed. The man’s five fingers clasped his head, pressing it into the bedding forcefully and commanded: “Lift your butt up.”

Xie Bi An was struggling to breathe between the bedding, making a whining sound.

With a ‘pa’ sound, a solid slap landed on his butt, which was not enough to be painful, but enough to be humiliating. With the tremor of his butt, a warm body fluid flowed out from the location, which was too embarrassing to speak about, along the butt crevice and dripped onto his thighs.

Xie Bi An only felt that his face was going to burn as hot as he could. He was thinking that he’s having a nightmare, and what he should do in order to wake up.

The man’s finger suddenly thrust into that hole at the back, which couldn’t be closed, and stir maliciously: “It’s so wet ah. Is this the liquid I shot in or the liquid you flow out?”

Don’t…Don’t say it anymore…

“Big brother, your face is so red.” The man leaned down and let out a joyful laugh, “Do you dislike me being vulgar? Or do you dislike me not giving you face? You also knew that I was originally from a noble background. You were strict in disciplining me, and extremely despised filthy language. It’s a pity that I’ve been wandering for 10 years and finally saw the real world. Speaking of it, isn’t that thanks to you?” He took out his finger and slowly wiped the sticky body fluid on Xie Bi An’s face, and even maliciously smeared across his lips.

Xie Bi An closed his eyes tightly. At this time he finally can confirm that everything this man did was to humiliate him. Why, why does this man hate him so much? He has never harmed anyone.

“But in these 10 years, big brother has been above everyone, naturally gentle and decent, and always respected. This face, this body, are much more seducing than what I had remembered.” The man’s hand caressed frivolously over Xie Bi An’s back. When sliding to his lower body, he suddenly lifted his hips, causing him to kneel on the bed in a crawling position.

Xie Bi An could feel that hard and hot thing rubbing against his thigh. His fear was like a surging tide, which instantly drowned him, but he didn’t have a trace of resistance and could only be at his mercy.

The thick and long meat blade pierced in fiercely, breaking open the intestinal wall, and stuck it straight to the end.

Xie Bi An heard his own scream. He had an illusion that his body was about to be pierced right through. His gaze fell on his lower abdomen, his thin waist was confined by two hands, and the shape of the meat blade invading his body was clear and obvious under the flat abdomen. He was trembling with fear, and fear made him tense himself. But the end result was only the tightening of the flesh cavity in exchange for more violent thrusting.

The man pinched his waist and fucked him hard a dozen times. After relieving his urgent desires, he slowed down, and changed direction and intesity in Xie Bi An’s tunnel, fucking him as if teasing a person.

Xie Bi An only felt his blood rush, and a numbness he had never tasted before spread through his whole body from the place where the two were connected. No matter how the man on top of him treats him, whether it’s fast or slow, light or heavy, even the pain, were unusually thrilling. How could this happen? What’s wrong with him? This whole thing is ridiculous!

The man suddenly grabbed Xie Bi An’s hair, forcing him to lift his head, and said viciously: “Feel good? I fuck you to make myself feel good. You indifferently and shamelessly feel the fun, yet still pretend to look half-dead.” The man lowered his head and licked Xie Bi An’s ear with the tip of his tongue, “Do you naturally like being fucked by men, or by your own younger brother?”

Xie Bi An let out a low, suppressing moan. He felt a warm liquid smear across his face.

The man paused, and the colliding underneath him unconsciously slowed down a bit. Finally, that large object was drawn out, and Xie Bi An was picked up and sat face to face on him.

Xie Bi An saw his broad shoulders, undulating muscles, slender waist and abdomen. Every inch of his skin texture seemed to contain infinite power. He suddenly remembered that there was once a person who lifted him by grabbing his neck with one hand. It was the same overwhelming power and the same undisguised hatred, and also called him…big brother.

The man gently wiped the tears from his face with his fingertips, the action was very gentle: “Do you know when I started wanting you? From the day I left here. I’ve imagined countless times that one day I will let you fail utterly, let you see the things you got using unscrupulous methods became flying ashes before your own eyes, and then I will make you my concubine, my prostitute and my bed-warming slave. Let you regret what you did to me every day for the remaining of your life.”

The man held Xie Bi An up, and penetrated it again in a sitting position. His powerful waist pulsed vigorously and jolted non-stop. Xie Bi An swayed as if he was on the back of a horse, but when the one supporting his body weight became a meat stick penetrating his back hole, he realized he was the ‘horse’ that was being ridden on. He gasped heavily, pain and pleasure entangled in his body, driving him into madness.

“Are these tears caused by pain or pleasure?” The man squeezed Xie Bi An’s cheeks, “Open your eyes and look at me. Who is the one fucking you?”

Xie Bi An’s vision was blurred.

Who was it? He also wanted to know who it was.

“Answer me, who was it?”

Seeing that he didn’t answer, the man thrust in viciously twice, and the meat stick was buried deep in the intestinal wall that was squeezing it. Every movement aroused boundless numbness.

Xie Bi An opened his mouth slightly, and a suppressing moan came out from his throat.

The man cursed: “Why are you so horny? What ‘gentleman is like an orchid’, what ‘gentleman is like jade’? You are fucked to orgasm by your younger brother with your legs wide open. Do people in the world know?”

No, I’m not…Xie Bi An argued weakly in his heart.

The man pushed Xie Bi An down on the bed, separated his two long legs widely and pressed them against his chest.

The martial artist’s body is extremely flexible. Xie Bi An’s knees were directly against his shoulders, his hips were also raised, and the gateway at his lower body opened wide, tearing his last trace of dignity.

That red, turned-out flesh hole was opening and closing slightly from being fucked, secreting thick and white body fluid. The man looked until his eyes turned red. He straightened his waist and drove straight in, thrusting fiercely, like a beast in heat.

The heavy red sandalwood bed was also shaking with sound by the waves of desires, but it was far inferior to the collision and rampant of flesh. The rough panting and groaning rise and fall in succession. The fishy smell of lust mixed with orchid fragrance all transformed into an aphrodisiac.

Xie Bi An shed tears uncontrollably, and the torture of lust was in two heavens of ice and fire, in heaven for a moment, in hell in another.

“Big brother, my good big brother…” The man pumped insanely, yet he squeezed Xie Bi An’s desire, not allowing him to release, “Want to shoot? Call me Xiao Jiu.”

Xiao Jiu!?

Xie Bi An’s eyes widened.

It really was him, it really was “Xiao Jiu”.

Who exactly is Xiao Jiu? Who exactly was he? If they are brothers, why would he hate him so much and insult him like this?

The man leaned down, and kissed him passionately for a while, saying with a bewitching voice: “Call me once, and I will let you go.”

No, you’re not worthy.

Xie Bi An’s heart ached.

The man’s anger exchanged for an overwhelming conquest, dragging the two together into the abyss of lust.

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Xie Bi An's body kept shaking, shaking until his brain swelled. He fought to open his eyes and saw a handsome face with some worry written on it, yet with a little bit of a snicker. An expression that could be described as odd.

"Lan, big brother Lan?" He looked at Lan Chui Han, at a loss. He was still in the chaos of his dream and reality. Unable to distinguish between reality and virtuality, but his body was so tired, and his chest and back were sticky with sweat. He hadn't been this tired for a long time.

"Bi An, are you all right?" Lan Chui Han said with a deep meaning.

"I ..." Xie Bi An remembered the dream he had. A dream so ridiculous and indecent, yet so real, and his face turned red and white with fear.

Lan Chui Han coughed lightly: "There is a strange movement at Fengming Lake, Heaven Master has already gone over and he asked me to come and call you."

"Ah? Oh." Xie Bi An forced himself to quickly glue up his soul that was scattered everywhere. He got up and was about to get out of bed, but when he was about to lift the covers, he found a bulge in his lower abdomen under the covers ...

The buzz in Xie Bi An’s head was so loud that his face burnt up and he hurriedly bowed his body, but this was simply making it more conspicuous. The look on Lan Chui Han's face already told him that it was too late.

Lan Chui Han laughed twice, "No need to be so shy. It's not like I don't have one, just get up."

Xie Bi An lowered his head and got out of bed, quickly putting on his outer clothes.

Lan Chui Han teased, "But I am a bit curious, what kind of beautiful dream did you have? So energetic even in the middle of the night."

Xie Bi An was so embarrassed that his scalp tightened, "I forgot."

"That's a pity, it must have been a good dream."

A good dream? It was a nightmare!

Xie Bi An didn't even dare to remember it. Lucky he had more important things to do now, otherwise he was afraid he would have gone crazy if he'd been still. The sounds, images and smells of the dream were ready to rush into his mind, and even the sensations were so real. Was he having a dream, or did he experience a tribulation*?

When he left the house, Xie Bi An turned straight to Fan Wu She’s room, Lan Chui Han whispered, "There's no need, just now Heaven Master went to look for him and he wasn't there."

Xie Bi An was surprised, "Not here? Where would he go in the middle of the night?" They were in the Cangyu Sect and were under surveillance everywhere. If Fan Wu She had run away in the middle of the night without causing a commotion, he could only have gone out secretly. Why? He couldn't help but be worried.

"You'll just have to wait until you see him and ask him yourself, but ..." Lan Chui Han lifted his chin towards the distance.

More and more lights were burning in the Ice Palace, and many of the Cangyu Sect disciples ran out in a panic, heading in the direction of Fengming Lake.

"What's going on at Fengming Lake?"

"There was a very strong spiritual pressure just now, coming from the direction of the lake." Lan Chui Han looked at Xie Bi An in confusion, "Did you not notice it? Were you sleeping so soundly?" With Xie Bi An's cultivation level, his alertness would not be so low.

Xie Bi An could not explain, "Let's go and see."

When they ran out of the Ice Palace with the disciples of the Cangyu Sect, the quiet and beautiful whole lake was actually glowing in the moonlight.

 

PS: hope you guys enjoy the car ride

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tribulation*[]---suffering; there’s a few definitions from Buddhism, one of which is suffering.

 

Edited on 6 Apr. 21 (Emzie)

 

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23 comments:

  1. I kinda feel bad for xie bi an
    And ofc the scene is hot tbh

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  2. Good crap I wonder how'd that little crap zixiao react once he knows the truth and remembers the things he did :/

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    1. Looking forward to the abuse. I'm sure it's not enough so I prepared extra knives :D

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  3. Hope zzx comes to know about the real truth very very soon

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  4. I'm still wondering why ZZH didn't tell the truth to ZZX even after he became an adult? 🤔

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    1. Same. But he may think that zzx won’t believe him since so much has already happened.

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  5. If zzh did not hide the truth from zzx things would not be like that...why he'd still hide the truth from his brother

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    1. So that justifies his rape and torture?

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    2. You did see the rape tag right? God if you can't handle dark storylines then stop reading.

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  6. Such kind, loyal n soft heart character get sexually abused, raped n humiliated made me sad, how could ZZX do that to his big brother.. How could I like this ZZX character then.. even more how to ship them?

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    1. It's too late, I already ship ZZH with HYX

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    2. He didnt try to understand his brother didnt try to find out the truth but judgementally accused him what a brat

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    3. then this book is not for you! gtfo

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  7. Scum Gong abuse is my favourite trope it fills me with SUCH satisfaction hehehe <3 Looking 4ward 2 it \(^o^)/

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  8. Oeps! Hit enter by accident. I meant too much hate and violence. Need to get used to it cause i think there is more to come in next volume...? Not sure if it is my cup of tea... 😰

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  9. Loving the plot of the story though. Definitely hooked!! Also sooooooo nice to read a very,very good translation. Makes it easy to focus on the story, characters etc. Thank you all for your hard work 😍

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  10. I feel like I died inside while reading this chapter. Gosh I hate ZZX so much ugh

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  11. i think people need to know if they cannot handle rape they should just stop reading coz clearly it is not for them

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  12. Certainly enjoyed the car ride, that scene was hot.

    -"saw a handsome face with some worry written on it, yet with a little bit of a snicker."
    This made me snicker too. I like LCH, want more of this funny guy. Considering the Red King is also the flirty/playful type, curious to see how that side CP goes.

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