Chapter 173

Explicit chapter. Contains R18 scenes (sexual content)

Xie Bi An's whole body suddenly became hot. He thought that kissing someone he loved was like this, but he didn't know how Fan Wu She was so familiar with his body, so familiar that only one kiss was enough to arouse lust.

Fan Wu She used the weight of his body to suppress Xie Bi An's slight resistance, intensifying the aggression of his lips and tongue, while stripping Xie Bi An's inner clothes and feeling the smooth skin and soft texture.

"Wu She, Wu She." Xie Bi An grabbed his wrist, his voice tinged with a hint of nervousness, "We still have to rush our journey tomorrow."

"It's not a problem." Fan Wu She had longed for the person under him for a hundred years. He had repeatedly warned himself to be patient, but when he was within reach at this moment, he was inevitably impatient. His kisses frequently landed on Xie Bi An’s lips, cheeks, chin and throat. His misbehaving hand wantonly touches him and directly went downwards.

Xie Bi An was dazed by the kisses. Fan Wu She's hands lit fires all over his body. Their two lower halves were rubbed tightly against each other and he was soon forced to react. Instead, the overly violent memories of the dream and the actual blankness of his body created a shock of consciousness. He was at a complete loss and his body couldn't help but curl up, "Wu She, wait. I don't know how to do this."

"I know." Fan Wu She grabbed Xie Bi An's hand and pressed it to the top of his head. The stripping of his clothes was already showing some impatience and roughness. Those kisses and touches were like a constant confirmation of his possession. Whenever he felt the slightest resistance, he would increase the intensity, such as biting the Adam’s apple of Xie Bi An's throat and grinding it punitively with his teeth.

Xie Bi An used his back to move back while rubbing against the bedsheet, yet his thighs were sandwiched by Fan Wu She’s long legs. He could feel Fan Wu She's increasingly aggressive movements, and an inexplicable fear came over him, especially when he saw the side of Fan Wu She's face, and that domineering, evil face from his dreams instantly overlapping with his. Even though the man in front of him was a few years younger, the eyes of the man who looked at no one else except his prey, those fierce, greedy, dangerous, bloodthirsty eyes were all interpreting the desire to eat him alive. Fragments of memories flooded back to him.

The iron grip that imprisoned him, the wide chest that made him have no place to hide, the waist and legs that could easily bear his weight, and the brutal, hard, hot object that seemed like it could knock him apart.

All those crazy and humiliating memories came flooding back in this moment.

"I want you to sit here every day and remember how you were fucked like a dog by your own younger brother on this throne!"

"You only deserve to be fucked by me."

"Whatever you owed me in this life, can never be fully repaid even after you die."

"I hate you."

"Big brother, I like kissing you. Your taste is sweet."

Xie Bi An jerked violently and pushed Fan Wu She away fiercely, "No----"

Fan Wu She, who was indulging in the warm fragrance in his embrace, stumbled and nearly fell off the bed. He stared blankly at the disheveled and terrified Xie Bi An, and his passion was as if a bucket of cold water had been poured over his head.

Xie Bi An was panting heavily, the corners of his eyes were watering at some point, and he looked at Fan Wu She with wide eyes. His gaze was confused and at a loss, as if he was looking at another person through this body ...

"... Senior brother." Fan Wu She said softly.

Calling out ‘senior brother’ made Xie Bi An come back to his senses. He quickly retreated to the bed inside and tried to grab the blanket to cover his body, but the blanket was pinned under Fan Wu She’s knees and he could not pull it over, forcing his already standing body part to be exposed to Fan Wu She’s gaze. He was so ashamed that he could only curl up desperately.

Fan Wu She lowered his head in silence for a moment, pulled up the blanket and wrapped it around Xie Bi An. He forced down the raging fire of desire in his chest, "Did you remember him again?"

It was almost as if Xie Bi An was waiting for this question and he immediately shook his head.

"Don't lie to me. You're afraid of me." Fan Wu She whispered, "Is that fair to me?"

Xie Bi An looked at Fan Wu She's desolated look and was instantly heartbroken and apologetic, "Wu She, I'm sorry." It wasn't fair. It wasn't fair to him or Wu She, but how was he going to erase the thing that already existed in his mind?

"Actually, you like it. You like me kissing you, and you like me hugging you. It's supposed to be between the two of us, yet ..." Fan Wu She gritted his teeth, "Senior brother, I really don’t want to reconcile. I look at you every day, and I want to make you mine completely at every moment."

"I ..."

"Don’t say anymore." Fan Wu She raised his head and smiled miserably, "You rest well, I'll get the innkeeper to open another guest room." He got out of bed, straightened his clothes and headed out.

Xie Bi An grabbed the hem of his shirt, "Don't go, there are no more empty guest rooms left."

"Then I'll go outside ..."

"Don't go." Xie Bi An dragged him back to the bed and said softly, "Stay here with me. With you here, I feel at ease."

Fan Wu She's heart suddenly softened. Separated by the blanket, he embraced Xie Bi An into his arms: "Then I'll be here, forever here." Nevermind, he has already waited this long, so why the rush? He was a little out of control just now. He didn't want to hurt Xie Bi An even a little.

Xie Bi An's heart was also full of resentment. Towards Yun Zhong Jun who made him fall under the illusion, towards Zong Zi Xiao, and even towards the memories that didn't belong to him, which he was forced to accept. Fan Wu She was right, this was obviously between the two of them, yet it was made awkward because of outsiders, and he was not happy about it.

Fan Wu She gently stroked Xie Bi An's back: "Senior brother, let’s sleep, I'll stay with you."

Xie Bi An did not feel sleepy at all. The burning in his body never faded away. He knew clearly that he was also desiring for it. How could he not want to be close to someone he truly loved? It seems like he could also hear Fan Wu She's drumming heartbeat and boiling blood. He took a deep breath: "Wu She, I am not afraid of you, really, it is not you I am resisting."

"I know."

Xie Bi An clenched his fist and asked hesitantly, "You ... said you knew what to do. How did you know?"

"I've read a book."

"I read them too, but only ones between men and women. Not like you." Xie Bi An teased, "You aren't right at heart at a young age."

"It doesn't matter if it's a man or a woman, as long as you sincerely like them." Fan Wu She said, "I only like you. Apart from you, no one else in this world, male or female, is worthy of my attention."

These words made Xie Bi An's heart palpitate, and he thought about how lucky he was to have such a good relationship, and how could he hurt Fan Wu She for someone who was not related to him?

"Alright, let’s sleep." Fan Wu She tenderly stroked Xie Bi An's hair, "We have to rush on our journey tomorrow."

"... It’s alright." Xie Bi An said in a small voice.

"What?"

Xie Bi An's two fair and slender arms came out from under the blanket and wrapped around Fan Wu She's neck, pinning him down on the bed and touching him on the lips in the process.

Fan Wu She's breath almost stopped for a moment.

"Senior brother really does not know how to do it, and cannot teach you. If you know how to do it ..." Xie Bi An felt his face was going to burn completely, "can you be a little gentle?"

Fan Wu She was stunned for a moment, and he vigorously flipped his body and pressed Xie Bi An below him. The lust that had not yet cooled was burning again, and he couldn't stop looking into Xie Bi An's pupils, as if confirming with his eyes.

Xie Bi An's hand gently caressed Fan Wu She's cheek and said with certainty, "I just want to remember you only."

Fan Wu She lowered his head and kissed Xie Bi An's lips with infinite tenderness. He can feel the person under him was opening up his body and heart to him initially. All these made him extremely thrilled. He stretched his hand into his underpants, held Xie Bi An’s half-hardened member and started to jerk.

Xie Bi An's body shook with fear and desire as he felt the excitement Fan Wu She was bringing him.

"I will make you remember me only." Fan Wu She nibbled on Xie Bi An's earlobe and chuckled, "I'll be gentle too."

Xie Bi An let out a low moan, feeling shy and helpless, and couldn’t help to close his legs tightly, yet they were pressed by Fan Wu She, who even squeezed in between his two thighs, making him unable to close up.

Fan Wu She’s kisses traveled down. After repeatedly teasing the tiny belly button with the tip of his tongue, his lips slid slowly down against Xie Bi An's belly, sliding towards the center of his desire.

Xie Bi An's heart was almost in his throat as he sensed what Fan Wu She might be up to, but it was beyond his imagination, and he was panicking and vaguely anticipating something at the same time.

When Fan Wu She’s soft lips landed on his member, he tensed up his body violently, and he let out a scream from the inner depth of his heart, "No, don't do that. Wu She, you, what are you doing!?"

"I want to make senior brother feel good." Fan Wu She stuck out his tongue. The tip of his tongue licked across that white jade-like, clean and straight member. He sucked that meat crown, and finally swallowed it in his mouth. He remembered all kinds of things in his past life. At that time, he always had the idea of revenge and punishment, never caring about his big brother’s desires, always charging violently and caring about his own pleasure. There were many times before that this man had never hardened from start to finish. There was only pain and humiliation on his face. He didn’t want to see that expression anymore. He wants the lingering lust that came naturally, wants the two of them to indulge in harmony together.

Xie Bi An only felt his scalp about to explode. His hands gripped the quilt and his toes unconsciously curled up. The pleasure he never had before instantly destroyed his rationality. His body instantly softened after the extreme stiffness, allowing Fan Wu She to lick and jerk his most private part. He shuddered and said, "Wu She, there is no need for this, ahhh…no need to be like this, really ..."

This was the first time Fan Wu She served someone like this. The feeling of his member expanding in his mouth was strange and uncomfortable. His cheeks were numb, but he was willing to listen to Xie Bi An's uncontrollable moans of comfort.

Xie Bi An unconsciously grabbed onto Fan Wu She’s hair and instinctively shrugged his waist. A strong numbness ran through his body. He trembled and panted while saying, “Wu She, I, I can’t hold on anymore. You move away…”

Fan Wu She felt the man beneath him tremble, and he swallowed and spat with even more exertion before letting that member slip out of his mouth. A strong pleasure rushed through Xie Bi An’s body. He fiercely spasmed a few times. The semen gateway opened and the white, musky body fluid spurted out, landing on Fan Wu She’s face, body and clothes.

Xie Bi An’s whole body was fatigued after the orgasm, but when he saw the wreckage on Fan Wu She's body, he was so ashamed that he wanted to die, and he struggled, wanting to clean him up: "I'm sorry, I, I didn't mean to."

Fan Wu She gently wiped the fluid off his face and gave a naughty smile, "Senior brother, did you feel good?"

Xie Bi An's face flushed red and he froze, not knowing how to answer.

“Is it that you never felt this good before is why you shoot so much?” Fan Wu She leaned down and indistinctly kissed Xie Bi An's lips, "Do you want to taste your own flavor?"

Xie Bi An couldn't stand such an outlandish conversation. He was so ashamed that he was dying to disappear right now: "I, I didn't mean to."

"I did it on purpose." Fan Wu She stroked Xie Bi An's thin waistline, “I said before, I want to let senior brother feel good. Whenever senior brother thinks about this, you will only remember the pleasure I gave you.”

Xie Bi An whispered, "There's no need ... to do this. It’s so dirty."

"Senior brother is not dirty. Senior brother is really sweet all over." Fan Wu She bit Xie Bi An's lips, his hand slid down from his waistline to his butt, feeling out that most secretive place, "I want to taste more places."

Xie Bi An's whole body trembled, but he didn't resist. He already felt guilty, and now that he had "taken advantage" of Fan Wu She, his only hesitation turned into obedience, so he wrapped his arms around Fan Wu She's neck and buried his face in the nook of his neck.

Fan Wu She used one hand to hug that slim waist in his embrace, and used the other hand stained with Xie Bi An’s body fluid, and slowly squeezed into that closely tight hole. He needs to keep controlling his surging lust so that he can maintain this gentle rhythm. To a person who’s been hungry for a hundred years, it’s very hard to just ‘eat slowly’.

When those slender fingers inserted and stirred in that tunnel with the help of lubrication, Xie Bi An closed his eyes and hugged Fan Wu She even tighter, yet that foreign feeling and embarrassing feeling still couldn’t be ignored and neglected. He kept breathing deeply, using his lips to lightly kiss Fan Wu She’s neck, like a lamb wanting to console a beast in the tiger’s den, making people want to swallow him in one bite.

Fan Wu She added his fingers to make it three, pressing them together, expanding and moving in and out of that tunnel, using his fingernails to deliberately scrape against Xie Bi An’s sensitive point, causing the person in his arms to tremble fiercely.

Xie Bi An clung to Fan Wu She’s body very dependently. He didn’t even dare to lift up his face. All the nerves were clearly sensing Fan Wu She using his fingers to penetrate into his unspeakable parts, wantonly playing lewdly, and he actually unimaginably had another reaction once again. He didn’t know what was wrong with him. Are these things always like this?

“Senior brother.” Fan Wu She’s lips were pressed against Xie Bi An’s ear, “Touch me.” He pulled out his fingers, pulled Xie Bi An’s hand and covered his lower half.

When Xie Bi An just touched that hot and hard object, he was so scared that he sprang his hand away.

Fan Wu She pressed his hand back again, and said with a voice full of bewitching, "Just touch it. Don't be afraid. I’m going to insert it inside your body, okay?"

“Is…this okay?” Xie Bi An grabbed Fan Wu She’s meat blade tremblingly, and he felt his whole body cover in goosebumps instantly. This thing, how is it this thick, this big? Fan Wu She is only 17 years old, how is it possible? How is it possible for him to grow this?

“It’s okay, it’ll make you feel even better.” Fan Wu She was guiding patiently and systematically, “Senior brother is so wet and soft there. I will also feel very good when I come in. We will feel very good together, okay?”

Xie Bi An’s mind was in such a mess that it became a pot of porridge*, stalling and not knowing how to answer.

“Don’t be afraid.” Fan Wu She separated Xie Bi An’s legs and gazed at Xie Bi An, "Do you trust me, senior brother?"

Xie Bi An looked into those eyes, which were drenched in desire but could not hide their deep love, and nodded.

Fan Wu She pulled over a pillow, supported Xie Bi An’s waist, and opened his legs to two sides. He held his standing meat stick, and slowly pushed into that slightly opened meat hole, “It’ll be a bit painful, after that you’ll feel good. Trust me, senior brother.”

When that big meat crown was pushed into that tight and narrow meaty hole first, an unfamiliar pain made Xie Bi An widened his eyes and tensed his whole body.

“Relax a bit. Be good. Let me go in.” Fan Wu She was coaxing him while using his finger to massage the wrinkled hole entrance, which was stretched open instantly. His member slowly yet firmly inserted in. Until this moment, he still couldn’t control himself. It’s been a hundred years. He had insanely missed this person, this body, this seductive taste, but all his imagination was not even a fraction comparable of what he felt at this moment.

“Wuuu…it hurts…Wu She, slow, slow down.” It’s not that Xie Bi An couldn’t endure the pain, it’s just that this pain is seriously making him too embarrassed. He couldn’t gaze directly into Fan Wu She’s hanging fox eyes, which were bewitching, and he couldn’t look at himself, who was shamelessly spreading his legs in front of his junior brother. He used his hand to cover his eyes, and he let out waves of suppressed deep and low noises from his mouth.

“Be good. Senior brother is so good. Senior brother’s insides feel so good…” Fan Wu She let out a pleasurable sigh. He held Xie Bi An’s waist and slowly thrusted. His eyes gradually turned red. In their past sex matters, he has never been this restrained and gentle. At this moment, he would have already fucked the person underneath thoroughly, demanding infinite pleasure without any care. But this time, he cares about Xie Bi An’s feelings more than his. Even he felt surprised over this.

Xie Bi An’s face became pale. He constantly adjusts his breathing, wanting to suppress that terrifying feeling of swelling. Fan Wu She once again held his member and massaged it with reassurance, finally allowing him to slowly relax.

Fan Wu She leaned down. His forehead was against Xie Bi An’s forehead, and the thrusting speed of his meat blade was accelerating. He panted heavily while moving his waist, “Senior brother, let me fuck you nicely.”

Xie Bi An felt so ashamed that he wanted to turn his face away, yet Fan Wu She pinched his chin and kissed his lips fiercely. He pressed down one of Xie Bi An’s thighs and suddenly furiously inserted twice, making that meaty wall fully opened from fucking, at the same time swallowing Xie Bi An’s uncontrollable scream into his tummy.

Fan Wu She opened his thighs even wider, fixed his waist and started thrusting fiercely. The pleasure brought by friction refreshed his every nerve. The body that made him think for a hundred years once again returned to his arms now, allowing him to do what he wants, allowing him to wantonly play lewdly. And, at his willingness. There was nothing in the world that can compare to this moment, and he was willing to die for it!

After the initial pain, Xie Bi An’s body fully opened. The hot and wet meaty walls tightly wrapped around that thick and long member, always releasing a little gap when being inserted fiercely, and contracting to retain when being withdrawn, as if it has a great ability to suck naturally. Relying on his familiarity with this body, Fan Wu She began to fiercely attack the sensitive points, and after a few hard thrusts, Xie Bi An was quickly thrust into a puddle of mud.

“…Wu She…don’t be so hard…ahhh…” Xie Bi An’s body constantly moved forward from being thrusted, and his head almost banged onto the bedpost.

Fan Wu She held his waist and pulled him back. The meat stick plunged all the way with a sound of wetness, which was exchanged for a scream and a violent contraction.

Fan Wu She heaved a long sigh and slapped Xie Bi An’s butt punitively, “Don’t bite so hard, I don’t want to shoot yet.”

Xie Bi An’s whole body was ashamed with redness. His white jade skin texture was coated with a layer of light pink, which is extremely erotic and enticing.

Fan Wu She violently thrust for a while. That scary speed and force made Xie Bi An unable to call out a complete moan. His legs were opened to the sides helplessly, and Fan Wu She held him on his shoulders, using the deepest angle to thrust insanely, itching to even stuff his pouch inside. The sound of flesh impact was so fast that it made their scalps numb.

Xie Bi An has already lost his mind, letting out a sweet cry that he couldn’t even imagine.

Fan Wu She relieved his greed, leaned on him again and gently thrust. He said extremely obscene and intimate words full of tenderness, “Does senior brother feel good from being thrusted by me?”

“Wu…Mm…” Xie Bi An shook his head, and tears seeped from the corner of his eyes.

“Feels very good right? Senior brother is already so wet at the bottom.” Fan Wu She massaged that white and tender butt with his hand, and his eyes were burning with a monstrous fire of desire, “Next time I’ll fuck you like this everyday, okay? Or I shouldn’t pull it out. Anyway, senior brother is sucking so tightly, you also don’t wish for me to pull it out, right?”

“Shut up…” Xie Bi An said with embarrassment, “No…ahhhh------”

Fan Wu She thrust fiercely once, and then pulled out the moist meat stick. Just when Xie Bi An was slightly relieved, his body was being flipped over, and the meaty hole, which couldn’t close up from being fucked, was still dripping with white, musky body fluid. It was still opening and closing, waiting to be filled. Fan Wu She straightened his back, penetrated from behind, and started thrusting violently, "I will make senior brother think of no one else but me."

Fan Wu She kept his words. His body energetically invades all of Xie Bi An’s 5 senses and thoughts. He was a beast that had been starving for a hundred years. After catching his prey, he ate it insanely and greedily, not resting until he had gnawed the last drop of bone and blood.

Almost insane.

 

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PS: Sorry for the late update. It's the first time I took a day break in between my translations. Things are going crazy in my intern lab because I only left 4 more weeks to go. Have lots of things to rush and prepare for the next student to take over my project.

PPS: and OMG I didn't expect this chapter to be so long, no wonder it took me forever to translate LOL

 

a pot of porridge*[一锅粥]---in a mess

 

Edited on 12 May 21 (Emzie)

 

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